Goals & Ideals

"I realize more and more that I am so constituted that I shall not succeed in realizing my ideals, while in another sense, and precisely in the human sense, I shall grow far beyond my ideals. Ordinarily, most people aim their ideals at the Great, the Extraordinary, which they never attain. I am far too melancholy to harbor such ideals. Others would smile at my ideals. It is certainly true that my ideal was simply to become a husband, to live solely for being married. And lo and behold, while I despair of attaining that goal I become an author and, who knows, maybe a ranking author.
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I have been content to be regarded as half-mad, though this merely was a negative form of being something out of the ordinary. And this may quite possibly remain my essential form of existence, and I shall never attain the pleasant, becalmed existence of being something very small."

- Søren Kierkegaard diary entry from November of 1846.

Stories of the Street

"With one hand on the hexagram and one hand on the girl 

I balance on a wishing well that all men call the world. 

We are so small between the stars, so large against the sky, 

and lost among the subway crowds I try to catch your eye."