Saturday, August 9, 2014

Forever

It was almost magic to me, the way that so many of them could just breeze through it all without a care in the world.  No consequences when there is always a safety net any and every time you need it.  I take solace knowing this type of life is its own punishment, forever damned to an inability to find joy in life's fleeting moments, forever looking for something we can never have, forever telling themselves what they can't have is the only thing worth striving for, forever spinning into a never ending journey that won't be enjoyed.

Monday, January 20, 2014

I finished Dexter [Spoilers]

I have finished watching Dexter, one of the most engaging fucking television shows made in recent years.  While the last four season were not on par with the first four, I still loved the whole thing.  It only took me a month or two to watch the entire series, and Jesus fucking Christ, I'm really going to fucking miss Dexter Morgan and Deb Morgan.  Never has a finale left me so distressed and wanting more so badly.  Debra is one of the best character in the fucking history of television.  The finale wasn't perfect, but I don't think it was as bad as it gets accused of being.  Maybe it is because I watched the entire show over a month and a half instead of nearly a decade, but I thought it was a fitting, tragic end to a story that could only end tragically.  I am really gonna fucking miss this show.

--------------

"You say anything more about my brother and I will kick your fucking nuts down your throat." - Debra Morgan

"My sister puts up a front so the world won't see how vulnerable she is. Me, I put up a front so the world won't see how vulnerable I'm not. I don't care who these fingertips belong to, only what my new friend out there is trying to say." - Dexter Morgan

"Ever since we were little. Don't you remember the monsters? Every time mom would turn off the lights, they'd be running all over the walls and I couldn't go to sleep 'cause I thought they were going to eat me or something. They were the shadows. You came in and explained in your dorky little voice. 'It's just the absence of light, Deb.' I don't even know why I remember that, but I do. And even then, you stayed in my room. You slept on my floor. You made me feel so fuckin' safe. You've always taken care of me. I know you're going to be a great father 'cause you've always been a great big brother." - Debra Morgan

"She's the only person in the world who loves me. I think that's nice. I don't have feeling about anything, but if I could have feelings at all, I'd have them for Deb." - Dexter Morgan

"I'll see you soon" - Debra Morgan :-(

---------------